The news just came out guys, I am going to be a Mom for the first time. Cam and I are thrilled!!! It still seems unreal. I am in shock and will be until I hold this baby in my arms and then when it graduates I will think back to this time. I have so many emotions going on right now (mostly nausea) how will I know what to do? Will I be a good parent? What if it don't love me? All of my fears and panic creep into my dreams at night making it hard to rest. I am so grateful for all of the support we receive. I just hope I can be as good as a Mom and mine was to me. So I promise now to you my little alien looking baby that I will always love you no matter what, I promise to listen while you are talking, spoil you to my ability, and give you everything you can possibly need. We love you and can't wait to meet you.
p.s Your mommy really wants you to be a girl so can you kind of push for that?
pps. do not listen to daddy when he whispers to become a boy!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
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